Not that I mind having no school....But I have to ask....
Who in the bloody hell is running our school board?!
Four Straight Snow Days and as far as I can tell, not too much snow really...
Oh no!!!!! There's |GASP| less than four inches now!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*


*Sarcasm is beautiful

Two snow days, each as boring as the previous...

I need a fix.
Oh come on its not like i want crack...I just need the medicine that I used to take....I need it...I haven't needed it in a while....
I think I do now because when I was trying to sleep last night I kept forgetting to breathe...weird...
Now im kind of shaky and wanting very much to be able to breathe better....
But I'm out of my good drug.........
Damnit.................................................................

Now that I'm done with bad spelling and all of that non-breathy stuff...
Like to shower...clears your head....

Happy Good Event of the Day: I have Eclipse and Raenef to keep me company....

And yet another weekend passes by uneventfully.
No one could ever guess what I did this weekend...I never do this...
I read a book.
Shocking, I know but I felt it was time for a change of pace.
Well, it's a really good series, okay?

I also discovered the hilarity of the Cast Commentary on LOTR:FOTR.
Hence the hobbitses of the previous day.

Why am I always the one who has to start the im conversation?
And when I'm imed, it's almost always at an inconvenient time. But I don't snap at them or anything so that can't be why they stop iming me first.
I would much prefer not to start a conversation because I'm never sure if they want to talk to me. It's generally a safe bet I want to talk. I wouldn't be online if I wasn't in the mood for talking...Or I would just ignore you...Or I would be not at the computer...

Happy Good Event of the Day: Weather here is frolic-worthy! SNOW!!!

Hobbitses!

"hontou ni taisetsu na mono igai subete sutete
shimaetara ii no ni ne
genjitsu wa tada zankoku de
sonna toki itsu datte
me o tojireba
waratteru kimi ga iru"

Sing, Powerpuff Girls, Sing.
On second thought, stop singing. You don't know what you're talking about. You're what, a month old in the body of a five year old?
You sing of rainbows and crayons, you don't know what you're singing about or what hell it causes.
Damn you and your ignorance.

Happy Good Event of the Day: I found those stupid books finally!!

"Could it be that I got bored and lonely?"

Three Day Weekend. My plans? Homework.
The problem is that there's only a few people up here I can spend time with (thanks a bucket, Satan) and while these people are my friends, we all get sick of each other eventually.
Plus, I'm lazy and anti-social to begin with.

I've been planning my future.
Well, as far in the future as Senior Year.
Why? Satan's pep-talk.
"Your scores and grade mean that you can do anything."
But then he says,
"But you can be a beach-comber for all I care."
Secretly that means:
"If you do anything less than Harvard/Yale, I will be sad."
Well, he's always crying anyway so what in the world do I care.

On a more joyous note, I passed the Ed of Drivers. Got a decent enough score with the exception of turning and speed control.
Whoops.

Got my cd. The Apples in Stereo's 'The Discovery of a World Inside the Moone'
My favorite song is on there.
Ordered Mangas. They shalt be coming in a few.

I've decided I will take Japanese after all.
I'm not taking it for anime, I'm taking it because I can't pronounce those damned European Languages and I'm half-way decent at Japanese.
I'd still rather be able to speak Romainian.

I've been thinking about people who try to force their religion on you. I'm not naming any names...Okay so that was a bald-faced lie...
My uncle called my dad on his birthday last year. I talked to him then the home phone rang, it was Uncle Steve. I gave Dad the phone so that he could talk to Uncle Stuart, then I talked to Uncle Steve. Well, he invited us over and I said that we would as long as we didn't have to go to church with them. He asked why.
I didn't want to hurt his poor 'Christian' feelings so I made up something about Catholics not being allowed in other establishments of worship. He must've seen through that and started confronting me about my beliefs, as though they aren't good enough.
Well, at least my religion has a name. Christianity is not a religion, it is a denomination, a group of religions. For goodness' sakes, Coach Stell wrote it on the board today. Christianity broke up and no longer exists just as Christianity. So, I'm sorry, but you need to find a name. And one that's not already taken.
Anyway. I got very mad at my uncle, especially since he says I was the mean one just because I won't be assimilated. Damn those Borgs.
I'm not damning all 'Christians', just those who mean to assimilate you and won't have it any other way.

Happy Good Event of the Day: 1220

I had a post for Wednesday but it didn't go through. Damn you, Ether.

I enjoy reading other people's journals and reading way too much into them.

The person I like secretly and haven't told anyone but Leafy that I like won't talk to me anymore. Not like he says, 'Go Away, Bitch' but he may as well.
Sadness. I like talking to him and always have.

Anyway. School is cool. You know you wish you were in my classes. Except AP. It is a hard class man.
And now we have no school today and so I have no idea what is to happen with our schedules...
Sadness.

Goodness is this a whiny journal entry.
I like school. School is fun. I wanted to have school today...How sick is that?

Happy Good Thought of the Day: I can throw a snowball at my friends in the summer!

Today marks the start of my new year, who cares that I'm five days late?
I didn't feel like it was '04 until I got home, so sue me, bitch.

I am going to write this journal like no one reads it from now one. I am from this point on talking to the ether.

I will now write here, my New Year's Resolutions. I have never done this before:
1.) I am going to eat healthy foods(Or healthier in any event)
2.) I am going to go to church every Sunday unless I have a veeeery good reason not to.
3.) I am going to make an effort to be more social(Even if my father won't let me)
4.) I am going to make an effort to curse less(But if you hit me, you will be struck down)
5.) I am going to make an effort to be more optimistic.

To be honest, the third one is going to be the hardest. I'm not Ms. Social Butterfly. Hell, I don't even like most of my friends.
Well, that's not totally accurate. My friends are all great. It's my acquaintances that I like more than some people I have trouble with.
They don't really do anything to me, they just have character flaws. Not that my friends are perfect, it's just that their flaws don't make it nearly impossible for me to have a civil conversation with them.

I want a boyfriend. Not need, but want.
I admit it. Not to anyone but you, Ether.
I like a few people. A few I just wouldn't turn down if they asked me out.
The guys I like don't know I like them. I'm quite good at being collected.
So it's obviously secret.
I like someone else a little. Secretly. I kind of wish I could see him but it's always awkward...Also I don't know if I want to date him...I just kind of like him...

I don't really mind going back to school tomorrow. I know everyone's like 'Nooooooo, I'm dying' but I kind of want to go. It's the continuing to go that I mind.
I don't really want people I know to be in my class. I know I need someone to talk to but for crying out loud, I could talk to practically anyone.
It depends on the class. If we're doing something where I need to pay attention, I want someone there. If it's a class I can zone in, I want no one.
But if the Powers that Be are listening please do not stick me only with freshies! I think I might just die...
Oh well, everyone thinks I'm a freshie anyway...

And now for my effort at optimism:
Happy Good Event of the Day: Soooo much to organize! I am having such fun!!

Home, Home on the Range.
Well, not really the Range...
But I can dream can't I?

Staying up just because of laundry...
I'm am just too cool for school
The fact that I even said that proves it

Got home safe(obviously)
Kinda lonely but none the worse for anything...

Happy Good Event of the Day(/Vacation): I have lots of socks now!

Well, back in Atlanta again. Watching Gone with the Wind like a good loser. Not that the movie is loser-y. Being home on New Year's and watching it is though.
It's so weird when you see your friends you've known since forever doing things they aren't ready for. With people they barely know too.
Well I have nothing else to say because I'm just that boring.
Happy Good New Year!