She came back, I convinced her to stay.
Saw my favorite aunt and uncle today. Also my g-parents. Happy Good Times. Actually not sarcastic about that. I had a great time.
We then went on to Barbara's dad and stepmother's. Semi-Happy Good Times.
Good Presents All Around. I try for the Christmas Spirit, The Whoville thing, happy without gifts but in the end I end up with, 'Gimme Gimme Gimme!'
Happy Good Suggestion of the Day: Buy stretchy pj pants from Old Navy. They are so soft.
Thursday, December 25, 2003
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
Well I got better just in time to have another banner holiday.
With my stepmother and my father and their dog.
Barbara just raised hell about nothing because dad said she couldn't open her present til she put down the potato chips.
She stormed out.
She came back.
She left yet again.
In between all that she just managed to make me feel worthless. She was insulting my parent's parenting skills but basically she was insulting me. Saying that I did this and that because of them. That I'm upset because of them. Well first off, no shit Sherlock, figure that out on your own? Second, I don't even do half the things she brought up. Third, I don't even have a problem with the things she said caused this and that anymore.
They can both just go sit on a cactus plant.
She may have overreacted but he did exactly what he knows he always does to cause this. It's like he enjoys seeing her in pain.
Oh wait, he does. He likes seeing everyone in emotional pain.
So my whole trip is shot because my dad's a control freak and my stepmother's and emotional wreck.
Merry Fucking Christmas Eve.
Monday, December 22, 2003
Still sick.
I'm never sick over holidays...
What the hell?
Nothing at all interesting has been going on with me. I tried to get someone sick telepathically again but I think it only works if I don't mean to.
No one talks to sick people. I try to call. It makes me seem like a real loser. Wait I can sound worse. I had plans you know. I really did.
No I actually was supposed to go to Leafy's but she's sick as well. Sick separately is better than sick together.
We also decided that Kimberly must die. She is the one who got us sick. We know this because no one else could've gotten Lauren sick too.
Music is good. Love music.
LaunchCast is nice because the regular radio doesn't tell me the name of a song and they also play that gay Avril Lavigne song that has been heard wayyyy too many times.
Friends are nice. Love friends.
I've been thinking a lot about my old school. I keep coming to new conclusions, none much better than the last. People there didn't like me at all did they? Oh well, most people don't.
Great now I'm a whiny loser.
No, I'm not whining about it. It doesn't bother me. My friends had at least a small liking for me so who the hell cares what the rest thought?
It's hard to whine when I'm so upbeat by the music!
Swing, Swing!
Happy Good Quote of the Day: "We can't run, that would be wrong. Could we hide?"
Saturday, December 20, 2003
I'm sick. Damn the flu.
At least I'm not as sick as others. Hell, I don't even think this is the flu.
But damn it anyway.
I like to hear other people's problems. I've known this for a while, but I don't really know why I do. Maybe it's because I like the feeling when I know I've helped people. Maybe it's because I like concentrating on other people so I can forget about my problems.
Maybe it's both.
But in any event, I enjoy listening and give fairly good advice and am good at cheering people up. Don't be shy. I like to help. I barely know why but oh well.
Some people don't like share-time because they're afraid what people will think of them for doing what they did or thinking what they think.
I've said it a hundred times over, I'll say it again:
Life is Short. Don't be a Pansy.
Especially since I'm one of the most open-minded people.
And reading over this, perhaps one of the most conceited as well...
About this type of thing in any event.
But people have told me all this stuff, it's not just me thinking this.
Happy Good Suggestion of the Day: If you like funny movies, get Pirates of the Caribbean. It's funny as hell. Don't tell me everyone's seen it. I can name at least four that haven't.
Thursday, December 18, 2003
Exams suck. Two, two in one day!
Did I have fun at LOTR or what? We dressed up, in case there's someone left on this planet who didn't know that, and went to the premier last night! Such fun was had!!
I've been thinking about church. I didn't go for a year and my sister would tell me that I wasn't a good Catholic and sometimes she would be like, 'You're Jewish'
Just because I don't go to church doesn't mean I don't believe in Jesus being the Savior and all that.
I realized that people like my sister only go to church for one reason. So they can be bad and feel okay about it. Like the Subway commercials, they did something good and now they can do something bad and think, 'I won't be damned to hell for this, because I was in Church last Sunday' but hello, if you go and don't pay attention you're basically doing the same thing you could do at home with one of those televised masses on tv. I didn't go to Mass for a year and I still am Catholic and believe the same things. If you don't go but live as a good Christian should, I think that's better than going and living as demon spawn.
Happy Good Even of the Day: NO MORE CHEMISTRY OR GEOMETRY!! Unless, of course, I fail...
Tuesday, December 09, 2003
I PASSED DRIVER'S ED!!
Now that is freaking awesome.
Happy Good Event of the Day: Geometry Project is Due Next Friday!
Thursday, December 04, 2003
Well, I finished Driver's Ed...I find out Tuesday whether I pass or not...
We may have no school tomorrow which I don't want...
Bring on the Two-Hour Delay or the Half-Day...
Anything so we don't have to make up time but still get to stay at home longer...
It's going to sound like I care but I only care because it's frustrating not knowing who the hell did this...
Has anyone else been on that stupid little site Neopets? I used to go on it all the time with my friends and do all the dumbass activities there are to do on that website but after a while I stopped. Now I go on once in a while to play the dumbass games but not seriously. On this website you like earn fake money and I had like 112,000 saved that I never spend. My password has never been anything but my name so it's like the easiest thing to guess and I suppose I never would've cared if I got hacked but I was checking my old email address and I had an email from Neopets that my bid for some fake thing for 7000 points had gone through. I haven't been on the auction in like two years because well it's gay so I was like wtf? So I checked it out and that thing is worth like 20 points so again wtf? I could understand someone hacking me to steal my money for themselves but why in hell would you go to all the trouble of finding a random screenname and figuring out their password to just randomly spend their money? I have like 7000 points left which I don't care about that it's just...
Did I do something to some anonymous person that they feel the need to hack into some gay Neopets account and randomly spend my money?
....OR...
Are there people out there so pathetic that they get their kicks by hacking into someone they don't even know's account that they don't even use anymore?
WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT?
Get a life, jackass.
Happy Good Quote of the Day: "He looked like a Mexican Cabbage Patch Doll"
Monday, December 01, 2003
Again with the long time. Haven't had anything worth while to publish. Not that it's ever truly exciting but still.
I WENT TO TAMPA!! Fun times man.
I saw my g-parents and got pretty new clothes on Wednesday.
I saw my mums, her bf, and had the best Thanksgiving meal on Thursday.
I went to Ariane's and saw Stephen and David and some random freshie named Natalie on Friday.
I went to Britney's and we walked all over and she attacked me with her make-up before I went to church Saturday.
I had previously spent the night at Mom's then I had to fly to Atlanta then drive for hours with my dad back to BFN on Sunday.
You know you are jealous of my new clothes. I had to wake up at 4:!5 and I had only gone to bed at One.
Our turkey was terrific as always. Thanksgiving was a blast, although I still am horribly not photogenic.
The mall was packed still at Seven at night...I had so much fun with Ariane...we made a magic potion and played ten fingers with Stephen. We had gone over to David's previously which was also fun.
Saturday morning Ariane, her mom, and I went to the museum of art and looked at the exhibit. Then I went to Britney's beast of a house. We walked down Bayshore then we walked to Smootie King. After that she straightened my hair then put make-up on me until I looked like an Asian Hooker. I then proceeded to Church and my mums picked me up after. We went to dinner with Mike then we all went back to their house and I stayed up til four watching Degrassi and Star Wars: Episode Two.
I woke at 6:45 for my flight to Atlanta and sat next to a guy who looks just like the red-neck from Best in Show.
Today I went to school for all of ten minutes before becoming physically ill and calling my dad to get me and take me home. Don't worry, no gross-out details will be provided. I went home and slept barely then watched ER and Law and Order. I ended up having to go back to school for Driver's Ed so I went to French also. Perhaps I should mention that there is a cute guy somewhere in this and I looked resonably attractive today with my hair straightened and the eyeliner that wouldn't come off. So I had more incentive to return to school.
I got home and discovered a package on my bed!
Happy Good Event of the Day: MY MANGA ARRIVED!!!

