Confusion...
My head has made no sense all week...
I don't like this feeling...
My thoughts aren't mine.. I can't like...sort anything out...
Today in third I was all shaky and scary hyper...I think I'll call my mom about it...
Lauren says the shaking may have been hunger...I think so too...I forgot breakfast...
Happy Good Thought of the Day: Rock Rocks...

What the hell is your problem? Why would a person think that just because we're friends, we're fucking? /You don't make any senseListen and Repeat after me, Children:
A girl can be friends with a guy
A girl can be friends with a guy
And doesn't have to date him or like him or anything
And doesn't have to date him or like him or anything
Very good. Have a Lunchables fun pack.
I don't get angry very easily. I'm not angry now. But I am annoyed.
It's not like this is the first time this has happened either. I'm just about ready to give up all together and just never talk to guys again unless I really do want to date them.
But then I'd be stuck with just girls for friends.
Now not all my friends are bad but some are just so damn prissy I can't stand it.
Girly is one thing. Prissy is a whole other barrel of apples.
Or oranges.
Of course, I also have a couple of prissy guy friends...
But they don't count.
Not for the point I'm trying to make in any event...
Happy Good Event of the Day: I didn't throw a shoe at her like I wanted!

So tired. Such a headache. 100 on Chemistry Quiz.
This needs to be said:
I HATE STUPID PEOPLE
There.
I don't care about school stupid. I'm talking about stupid jackasses who don't listen and don't take me seriously til their butt's about to get whipped.







STUPID

PSAT's tomorrow. Also report cards. Chem Quiz Wednesday. Mole due Thursday. Periodic Table of the Cupcakes Friday.
Would you like to buy a magazine or renew a subscription?
I have to say that. Well not that specificly but I decided that I will say that.
So
I hate that.
Why would that be all you say?
If you im someone you should keep up the conversation.
Unless you im them like just to get a phone number or ask one question.
They know that's the only reason so go away once you get your answer.
Happy Good Thought of the Day: I wasn't in town so I didn't have to make a comic installment!

You know how when you fly from a long way you have to wait over somewhere while you wait to refuel or whatever? Well, I have to do that. Alone. And that's not a good. I wanted like Pepper Spray but then I realized the security will confiscate it. How not fair is that?

A in Honors Geometry!
A in Honors Chemistry!
A in Drama!
A in French II!
Not much of an accomplishment for some people, some would have seizures if they got those grades but the part I like is that I actually worked for my grades. It like makes you feel accomplished....and...Special.
I think I'm special.
Well, not really, but still...
Good for me...
Happy Good Suggestion of the Day: Invent your own holiday. Don't decide that day that you need a holiday. Make it up in advance or it doesn't work. If you invent one then you may have a better day. Hey, it works for me...

Been long time since posting. I bet all you non-existent readers out there care so much.
I am tired. That's a understood thing with me. I never feel not tired. If ever I don't say I'm tired or I seem hyper, it just means I'm not thinking about the tired thing. I wish I could sleep well. I can't though. Pity me. Only not really.
Listening to John Mayer. I can't imagine why. It's not that I don't like him it's that I don't care. I don't even have an opinion of him.
I hate people who hit you. I mean if you have it coming because you hit them than sure, hit me. Otherwise, back the fuck off. I'm trying to not say curse words for October so when I say one I was having my friends hit me but I am going to stop. Olivia is using as an excuse now. I never realized how often she hits me. But in Chemistry she did and for no reason. So I hit her back. Then we were even. But not for long she hit me again so I tried to hit her but I'm never very quick and especially not when I'm tired and having an allergy attack. So then I was about to call one of my teachers an asshole but I stopped myself. But she told me to say it because she wanted to hit me. What the hell. So I told her she isn't allowed to hit me anymore when I curse and she said 'yes I am' and I was like no, if I say you're not then you're not. She's like I'll do it anyway. I was angry and I hope now she won't anymore.

I am tired of violent people who hit for fun as though they don't realize it hurts or that it isn't cute or funny.
I am tired of people who mock and complain about someone for something they did to me then turn around and do the exact same thing to me.
I am tired of people who don't listen to me when I'm trying to be serious. Then when I call them on it and say I am they say 'Well you're never serious how should I know?' Then when I try and be serious more often they treat me like a fricking time bomb and are all afraid of me.
I am tired in general so if you are any of the people listed above leave me alone for at least a week or stop doing what you're doing. Nobody likes it.

"And in her eyes, you see nothing, no sign of love behind the tears,
Cried for no one. A love that should have lasted years.
You want her, you need her, and yet you don't believe her,
When she says her love is dead, you think she needs you."

Been listening to the Beatles too much. I'm starting to learn the words and get what they say...Not a good sign...
So school begins again tomorrow. Not looking forward to it, but not dreading it either. That's progress isn't it?
I just hope I didn't have any homework...

Well, Spirit Week is over. Sadness...
I had the BEST time at the game last night! I threw an empty nacho container with quite a bit of cheese and a thing of garlic sauce over the top of the stands. Cheese flew everywhere it was great. Then more fun times. I met like fifty people there. Shannon got to hug a hobbit. She was so happy. We went to Lauren's to have a Degrassi party. They got me hooked in one episode. Now I have to get Digital Cable. I got maybe four hours bad sleep last night. Then I had to go home at like 7 in the morning cause of my evil allergies and asthma...I took a benadryl and slept til two. Though I did shower first.

Black and Gold Day!
Olivia and I made shirts. I was S. She was O. We were So. Fun, nya?
Then there was the pep rally. It sucked. Too sunny.
Add more about the game tomorrow.

Opposite Day!
Today was dress like a man day. Or if you're gothic dress preppy, preppy->gothic...you know the drill... I cross-dressed. Fun times...
Then it was bonfire night. Fun for about fifteen minutes...then it was not...mostly because the fire went out. I thought we could throw the annoying people on but...oh well...

Wacky-Tacky Day!
Today was fun. Lots of people dressed up. More than for pajama day. Odd, no?
I wore black pants with a red skort over them. Then I had a long-sleeved blue shirt with a navy blue tank-top over it. Over that I had a Seminoles Baseball Jersey. I had one green flip-flop and one white slip-on with a horrible striped sock under.
Then I had Anime Club after, because I'm just that cool. They showed the Yu Yu Hakusho movie. Bad movie, bad voices.
Happy Good Event of the Day: I got an 86 on a practice test that I thought I would fail in Chem. Now I have that to study for the real test tomorrow.