Lent is over and so shalt Happy Good Times be.
Ima do it..Don't push me I swear I'll do it...
DAMNIT I SAID DON'T PUSH ME!
Haha. Got you. I already had decided to end it I just basically forgot to.

Final Happy Good Thought of the Day: I actually have a happy good life.

FIN

Wow, neglectful, aren't I?

We had an assembly to day. To view that rant, I suggest you read my LJ.
We also got out three hours early because it's snowing. It started the second I got on the bus to leave.

Two days of vegetarianism and obviously two days of Lent.

Happy Good Thought of the Day:No art. That's something nice to think about.

I don't know how the people with the brain tumors do it, man. The constant migraines and headaches? I can barely function right now...owwwwwww...

My grandparents are here. Don't know what I was so weird about, we're having an okay time...Although it has been just two hours...
School was fun, world club afterwards, Valentine's Day laughs.
How do I keep getting these scratches all over my hands. You'd think someone had been dragging their nails across my skin.
Nobody has though, or I'd know where the scratches came from...

Ah, and such another fun day at school. I just love the fact that when it's Third Period and Tuesday it feels like it should be Five O'Clock Friday.
Evil non-concept of time.
So much homework and yet it feels like I have none at all.
I have to read Night again. I read it in Eighth and we spent so long on it I ended up resenting perfectly good book.
It's really well written, especially for such a topic. (The Holocaust)

Happy Good Event of the Day: I actually did one of my worksheets for AP World!

Not that I mind having no school....But I have to ask....
Who in the bloody hell is running our school board?!
Four Straight Snow Days and as far as I can tell, not too much snow really...
Oh no!!!!! There's |GASP| less than four inches now!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*


*Sarcasm is beautiful

Two snow days, each as boring as the previous...

I need a fix.
Oh come on its not like i want crack...I just need the medicine that I used to take....I need it...I haven't needed it in a while....
I think I do now because when I was trying to sleep last night I kept forgetting to breathe...weird...
Now im kind of shaky and wanting very much to be able to breathe better....
But I'm out of my good drug.........
Damnit.................................................................

Now that I'm done with bad spelling and all of that non-breathy stuff...
Like to shower...clears your head....

Happy Good Event of the Day: I have Eclipse and Raenef to keep me company....

And yet another weekend passes by uneventfully.
No one could ever guess what I did this weekend...I never do this...
I read a book.
Shocking, I know but I felt it was time for a change of pace.
Well, it's a really good series, okay?

I also discovered the hilarity of the Cast Commentary on LOTR:FOTR.
Hence the hobbitses of the previous day.

Why am I always the one who has to start the im conversation?
And when I'm imed, it's almost always at an inconvenient time. But I don't snap at them or anything so that can't be why they stop iming me first.
I would much prefer not to start a conversation because I'm never sure if they want to talk to me. It's generally a safe bet I want to talk. I wouldn't be online if I wasn't in the mood for talking...Or I would just ignore you...Or I would be not at the computer...

Happy Good Event of the Day: Weather here is frolic-worthy! SNOW!!!

Hobbitses!

"hontou ni taisetsu na mono igai subete sutete
shimaetara ii no ni ne
genjitsu wa tada zankoku de
sonna toki itsu datte
me o tojireba
waratteru kimi ga iru"

Sing, Powerpuff Girls, Sing.
On second thought, stop singing. You don't know what you're talking about. You're what, a month old in the body of a five year old?
You sing of rainbows and crayons, you don't know what you're singing about or what hell it causes.
Damn you and your ignorance.

Happy Good Event of the Day: I found those stupid books finally!!

"Could it be that I got bored and lonely?"

Three Day Weekend. My plans? Homework.
The problem is that there's only a few people up here I can spend time with (thanks a bucket, Satan) and while these people are my friends, we all get sick of each other eventually.
Plus, I'm lazy and anti-social to begin with.

I've been planning my future.
Well, as far in the future as Senior Year.
Why? Satan's pep-talk.
"Your scores and grade mean that you can do anything."
But then he says,
"But you can be a beach-comber for all I care."
Secretly that means:
"If you do anything less than Harvard/Yale, I will be sad."
Well, he's always crying anyway so what in the world do I care.

On a more joyous note, I passed the Ed of Drivers. Got a decent enough score with the exception of turning and speed control.
Whoops.

Got my cd. The Apples in Stereo's 'The Discovery of a World Inside the Moone'
My favorite song is on there.
Ordered Mangas. They shalt be coming in a few.

I've decided I will take Japanese after all.
I'm not taking it for anime, I'm taking it because I can't pronounce those damned European Languages and I'm half-way decent at Japanese.
I'd still rather be able to speak Romainian.

I've been thinking about people who try to force their religion on you. I'm not naming any names...Okay so that was a bald-faced lie...
My uncle called my dad on his birthday last year. I talked to him then the home phone rang, it was Uncle Steve. I gave Dad the phone so that he could talk to Uncle Stuart, then I talked to Uncle Steve. Well, he invited us over and I said that we would as long as we didn't have to go to church with them. He asked why.
I didn't want to hurt his poor 'Christian' feelings so I made up something about Catholics not being allowed in other establishments of worship. He must've seen through that and started confronting me about my beliefs, as though they aren't good enough.
Well, at least my religion has a name. Christianity is not a religion, it is a denomination, a group of religions. For goodness' sakes, Coach Stell wrote it on the board today. Christianity broke up and no longer exists just as Christianity. So, I'm sorry, but you need to find a name. And one that's not already taken.
Anyway. I got very mad at my uncle, especially since he says I was the mean one just because I won't be assimilated. Damn those Borgs.
I'm not damning all 'Christians', just those who mean to assimilate you and won't have it any other way.

Happy Good Event of the Day: 1220

I had a post for Wednesday but it didn't go through. Damn you, Ether.

I enjoy reading other people's journals and reading way too much into them.

The person I like secretly and haven't told anyone but Leafy that I like won't talk to me anymore. Not like he says, 'Go Away, Bitch' but he may as well.
Sadness. I like talking to him and always have.

Anyway. School is cool. You know you wish you were in my classes. Except AP. It is a hard class man.
And now we have no school today and so I have no idea what is to happen with our schedules...
Sadness.

Goodness is this a whiny journal entry.
I like school. School is fun. I wanted to have school today...How sick is that?

Happy Good Thought of the Day: I can throw a snowball at my friends in the summer!

Today marks the start of my new year, who cares that I'm five days late?
I didn't feel like it was '04 until I got home, so sue me, bitch.

I am going to write this journal like no one reads it from now one. I am from this point on talking to the ether.

I will now write here, my New Year's Resolutions. I have never done this before:
1.) I am going to eat healthy foods(Or healthier in any event)
2.) I am going to go to church every Sunday unless I have a veeeery good reason not to.
3.) I am going to make an effort to be more social(Even if my father won't let me)
4.) I am going to make an effort to curse less(But if you hit me, you will be struck down)
5.) I am going to make an effort to be more optimistic.

To be honest, the third one is going to be the hardest. I'm not Ms. Social Butterfly. Hell, I don't even like most of my friends.
Well, that's not totally accurate. My friends are all great. It's my acquaintances that I like more than some people I have trouble with.
They don't really do anything to me, they just have character flaws. Not that my friends are perfect, it's just that their flaws don't make it nearly impossible for me to have a civil conversation with them.

I want a boyfriend. Not need, but want.
I admit it. Not to anyone but you, Ether.
I like a few people. A few I just wouldn't turn down if they asked me out.
The guys I like don't know I like them. I'm quite good at being collected.
So it's obviously secret.
I like someone else a little. Secretly. I kind of wish I could see him but it's always awkward...Also I don't know if I want to date him...I just kind of like him...

I don't really mind going back to school tomorrow. I know everyone's like 'Nooooooo, I'm dying' but I kind of want to go. It's the continuing to go that I mind.
I don't really want people I know to be in my class. I know I need someone to talk to but for crying out loud, I could talk to practically anyone.
It depends on the class. If we're doing something where I need to pay attention, I want someone there. If it's a class I can zone in, I want no one.
But if the Powers that Be are listening please do not stick me only with freshies! I think I might just die...
Oh well, everyone thinks I'm a freshie anyway...

And now for my effort at optimism:
Happy Good Event of the Day: Soooo much to organize! I am having such fun!!

Home, Home on the Range.
Well, not really the Range...
But I can dream can't I?

Staying up just because of laundry...
I'm am just too cool for school
The fact that I even said that proves it

Got home safe(obviously)
Kinda lonely but none the worse for anything...

Happy Good Event of the Day(/Vacation): I have lots of socks now!

Well, back in Atlanta again. Watching Gone with the Wind like a good loser. Not that the movie is loser-y. Being home on New Year's and watching it is though.
It's so weird when you see your friends you've known since forever doing things they aren't ready for. With people they barely know too.
Well I have nothing else to say because I'm just that boring.
Happy Good New Year!

She came back, I convinced her to stay.
Saw my favorite aunt and uncle today. Also my g-parents. Happy Good Times. Actually not sarcastic about that. I had a great time.
We then went on to Barbara's dad and stepmother's. Semi-Happy Good Times.
Good Presents All Around. I try for the Christmas Spirit, The Whoville thing, happy without gifts but in the end I end up with, 'Gimme Gimme Gimme!'
Happy Good Suggestion of the Day: Buy stretchy pj pants from Old Navy. They are so soft.

Well I got better just in time to have another banner holiday.
With my stepmother and my father and their dog.
Barbara just raised hell about nothing because dad said she couldn't open her present til she put down the potato chips.
She stormed out.
She came back.
She left yet again.
In between all that she just managed to make me feel worthless. She was insulting my parent's parenting skills but basically she was insulting me. Saying that I did this and that because of them. That I'm upset because of them. Well first off, no shit Sherlock, figure that out on your own? Second, I don't even do half the things she brought up. Third, I don't even have a problem with the things she said caused this and that anymore.
They can both just go sit on a cactus plant.
She may have overreacted but he did exactly what he knows he always does to cause this. It's like he enjoys seeing her in pain.
Oh wait, he does. He likes seeing everyone in emotional pain.
So my whole trip is shot because my dad's a control freak and my stepmother's and emotional wreck.

Merry Fucking Christmas Eve.

Still sick.
I'm never sick over holidays...
What the hell?

Nothing at all interesting has been going on with me. I tried to get someone sick telepathically again but I think it only works if I don't mean to.
No one talks to sick people. I try to call. It makes me seem like a real loser. Wait I can sound worse. I had plans you know. I really did.
No I actually was supposed to go to Leafy's but she's sick as well. Sick separately is better than sick together.
We also decided that Kimberly must die. She is the one who got us sick. We know this because no one else could've gotten Lauren sick too.

Music is good. Love music.
LaunchCast is nice because the regular radio doesn't tell me the name of a song and they also play that gay Avril Lavigne song that has been heard wayyyy too many times.

Friends are nice. Love friends.
I've been thinking a lot about my old school. I keep coming to new conclusions, none much better than the last. People there didn't like me at all did they? Oh well, most people don't.
Great now I'm a whiny loser.
No, I'm not whining about it. It doesn't bother me. My friends had at least a small liking for me so who the hell cares what the rest thought?

It's hard to whine when I'm so upbeat by the music!
Swing, Swing!

Happy Good Quote of the Day: "We can't run, that would be wrong. Could we hide?"

I'm sick. Damn the flu.
At least I'm not as sick as others. Hell, I don't even think this is the flu.
But damn it anyway.

I like to hear other people's problems. I've known this for a while, but I don't really know why I do. Maybe it's because I like the feeling when I know I've helped people. Maybe it's because I like concentrating on other people so I can forget about my problems.
Maybe it's both.
But in any event, I enjoy listening and give fairly good advice and am good at cheering people up. Don't be shy. I like to help. I barely know why but oh well.
Some people don't like share-time because they're afraid what people will think of them for doing what they did or thinking what they think.
I've said it a hundred times over, I'll say it again:
Life is Short. Don't be a Pansy.
Especially since I'm one of the most open-minded people.
And reading over this, perhaps one of the most conceited as well...
About this type of thing in any event.
But people have told me all this stuff, it's not just me thinking this.

Happy Good Suggestion of the Day: If you like funny movies, get Pirates of the Caribbean. It's funny as hell. Don't tell me everyone's seen it. I can name at least four that haven't.

Exams suck. Two, two in one day!

Did I have fun at LOTR or what? We dressed up, in case there's someone left on this planet who didn't know that, and went to the premier last night! Such fun was had!!

I've been thinking about church. I didn't go for a year and my sister would tell me that I wasn't a good Catholic and sometimes she would be like, 'You're Jewish'
Just because I don't go to church doesn't mean I don't believe in Jesus being the Savior and all that.
I realized that people like my sister only go to church for one reason. So they can be bad and feel okay about it. Like the Subway commercials, they did something good and now they can do something bad and think, 'I won't be damned to hell for this, because I was in Church last Sunday' but hello, if you go and don't pay attention you're basically doing the same thing you could do at home with one of those televised masses on tv. I didn't go to Mass for a year and I still am Catholic and believe the same things. If you don't go but live as a good Christian should, I think that's better than going and living as demon spawn.

Happy Good Even of the Day: NO MORE CHEMISTRY OR GEOMETRY!! Unless, of course, I fail...

I PASSED DRIVER'S ED!!
Now that is freaking awesome.

Happy Good Event of the Day: Geometry Project is Due Next Friday!

Well, I finished Driver's Ed...I find out Tuesday whether I pass or not...
We may have no school tomorrow which I don't want...
Bring on the Two-Hour Delay or the Half-Day...
Anything so we don't have to make up time but still get to stay at home longer...

It's going to sound like I care but I only care because it's frustrating not knowing who the hell did this...
Has anyone else been on that stupid little site Neopets? I used to go on it all the time with my friends and do all the dumbass activities there are to do on that website but after a while I stopped. Now I go on once in a while to play the dumbass games but not seriously. On this website you like earn fake money and I had like 112,000 saved that I never spend. My password has never been anything but my name so it's like the easiest thing to guess and I suppose I never would've cared if I got hacked but I was checking my old email address and I had an email from Neopets that my bid for some fake thing for 7000 points had gone through. I haven't been on the auction in like two years because well it's gay so I was like wtf? So I checked it out and that thing is worth like 20 points so again wtf? I could understand someone hacking me to steal my money for themselves but why in hell would you go to all the trouble of finding a random screenname and figuring out their password to just randomly spend their money? I have like 7000 points left which I don't care about that it's just...
Did I do something to some anonymous person that they feel the need to hack into some gay Neopets account and randomly spend my money?
....OR...
Are there people out there so pathetic that they get their kicks by hacking into someone they don't even know's account that they don't even use anymore?
WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT?
Get a life, jackass.

Happy Good Quote of the Day: "He looked like a Mexican Cabbage Patch Doll"

Again with the long time. Haven't had anything worth while to publish. Not that it's ever truly exciting but still.
I WENT TO TAMPA!! Fun times man.
I saw my g-parents and got pretty new clothes on Wednesday.
I saw my mums, her bf, and had the best Thanksgiving meal on Thursday.
I went to Ariane's and saw Stephen and David and some random freshie named Natalie on Friday.
I went to Britney's and we walked all over and she attacked me with her make-up before I went to church Saturday.
I had previously spent the night at Mom's then I had to fly to Atlanta then drive for hours with my dad back to BFN on Sunday.

You know you are jealous of my new clothes. I had to wake up at 4:!5 and I had only gone to bed at One.
Our turkey was terrific as always. Thanksgiving was a blast, although I still am horribly not photogenic.
The mall was packed still at Seven at night...I had so much fun with Ariane...we made a magic potion and played ten fingers with Stephen. We had gone over to David's previously which was also fun.
Saturday morning Ariane, her mom, and I went to the museum of art and looked at the exhibit. Then I went to Britney's beast of a house. We walked down Bayshore then we walked to Smootie King. After that she straightened my hair then put make-up on me until I looked like an Asian Hooker. I then proceeded to Church and my mums picked me up after. We went to dinner with Mike then we all went back to their house and I stayed up til four watching Degrassi and Star Wars: Episode Two.
I woke at 6:45 for my flight to Atlanta and sat next to a guy who looks just like the red-neck from Best in Show.

Today I went to school for all of ten minutes before becoming physically ill and calling my dad to get me and take me home. Don't worry, no gross-out details will be provided. I went home and slept barely then watched ER and Law and Order. I ended up having to go back to school for Driver's Ed so I went to French also. Perhaps I should mention that there is a cute guy somewhere in this and I looked resonably attractive today with my hair straightened and the eyeliner that wouldn't come off. So I had more incentive to return to school.
I got home and discovered a package on my bed!

Happy Good Event of the Day: MY MANGA ARRIVED!!!

Demon Diary is REALLY good manga.
Read it.

I am actually a half-way decent driver.
I think when I actually start driving more than 10 mph, though, that I will suck.

I think I know the point of sinuses.
They are a defense for what you breathe in through your nose.
Or something.
Thanks, Emily!

Applesauce is yummy.
I have been watching House of Mouse.
I have no idea why.
Most likely because nothing else is on...

I was gonna get a wall scroll of Alucard but it's read and black and a little gold which doesn't exactly go with pink and purple.

Happy Good Event of the Day: I got Demon Diary manga!

I finally got rid of the confusion.
It was caused by the pace at which I was thinking.
I started thinking slower when I got sick.
Which the fact that I had to get sick to be able to think straight is wrong.
Wrong, wrong, wrong.
So yes I'm sick.
Sinuses are pointless.
I have never heard of any point to them. They have only been talked about in a derogatory manner.
No one says, 'Yay for sinuses.'
Or, 'If it weren't for my sinuses I would be dead now.'
No, it is the exact opposite.
'I feel dead because of my sinuses.'
We can clone catfish but no one can find the time to find a purpose for sinuses.
Unless there already is one and I just didn't get the memo.
I miss so many memos.

I have to be Puck in Drama.
I am so way better at being whiny and should therefore be Helena.
Stupid teacher.
When she wears a blue shirt her underarms turn green which is sick and wrong.
Wrong, wrong, wrong.

I hate when I use a word that is used often but no one around me knows what it means.
I used the word solemn.
Not one person at my lunch table had a clue what that word means.
I also hate when I use a word and I know the meaning but I don't know how to say the meaning so no one will believe me that I know what it means and think I'm being snobby.
I hate people who are mean to the smart or reasonably intelligent.
They are not to be faulted just cause you're a dumbass and don't know what solemn means.

I am tired of coughing. Damnit..
Coughing is not fun...Oww

Happy Good Event of the Day: They're starting over Inuyasha!

Confusion...
My head has made no sense all week...
I don't like this feeling...
My thoughts aren't mine.. I can't like...sort anything out...
Today in third I was all shaky and scary hyper...I think I'll call my mom about it...
Lauren says the shaking may have been hunger...I think so too...I forgot breakfast...
Happy Good Thought of the Day: Rock Rocks...

What the hell is your problem? Why would a person think that just because we're friends, we're fucking? /You don't make any senseListen and Repeat after me, Children:
A girl can be friends with a guy
A girl can be friends with a guy
And doesn't have to date him or like him or anything
And doesn't have to date him or like him or anything
Very good. Have a Lunchables fun pack.
I don't get angry very easily. I'm not angry now. But I am annoyed.
It's not like this is the first time this has happened either. I'm just about ready to give up all together and just never talk to guys again unless I really do want to date them.
But then I'd be stuck with just girls for friends.
Now not all my friends are bad but some are just so damn prissy I can't stand it.
Girly is one thing. Prissy is a whole other barrel of apples.
Or oranges.
Of course, I also have a couple of prissy guy friends...
But they don't count.
Not for the point I'm trying to make in any event...
Happy Good Event of the Day: I didn't throw a shoe at her like I wanted!

So tired. Such a headache. 100 on Chemistry Quiz.
This needs to be said:
I HATE STUPID PEOPLE
There.
I don't care about school stupid. I'm talking about stupid jackasses who don't listen and don't take me seriously til their butt's about to get whipped.







STUPID

PSAT's tomorrow. Also report cards. Chem Quiz Wednesday. Mole due Thursday. Periodic Table of the Cupcakes Friday.
Would you like to buy a magazine or renew a subscription?
I have to say that. Well not that specificly but I decided that I will say that.
So
I hate that.
Why would that be all you say?
If you im someone you should keep up the conversation.
Unless you im them like just to get a phone number or ask one question.
They know that's the only reason so go away once you get your answer.
Happy Good Thought of the Day: I wasn't in town so I didn't have to make a comic installment!

You know how when you fly from a long way you have to wait over somewhere while you wait to refuel or whatever? Well, I have to do that. Alone. And that's not a good. I wanted like Pepper Spray but then I realized the security will confiscate it. How not fair is that?

A in Honors Geometry!
A in Honors Chemistry!
A in Drama!
A in French II!
Not much of an accomplishment for some people, some would have seizures if they got those grades but the part I like is that I actually worked for my grades. It like makes you feel accomplished....and...Special.
I think I'm special.
Well, not really, but still...
Good for me...
Happy Good Suggestion of the Day: Invent your own holiday. Don't decide that day that you need a holiday. Make it up in advance or it doesn't work. If you invent one then you may have a better day. Hey, it works for me...

Been long time since posting. I bet all you non-existent readers out there care so much.
I am tired. That's a understood thing with me. I never feel not tired. If ever I don't say I'm tired or I seem hyper, it just means I'm not thinking about the tired thing. I wish I could sleep well. I can't though. Pity me. Only not really.
Listening to John Mayer. I can't imagine why. It's not that I don't like him it's that I don't care. I don't even have an opinion of him.
I hate people who hit you. I mean if you have it coming because you hit them than sure, hit me. Otherwise, back the fuck off. I'm trying to not say curse words for October so when I say one I was having my friends hit me but I am going to stop. Olivia is using as an excuse now. I never realized how often she hits me. But in Chemistry she did and for no reason. So I hit her back. Then we were even. But not for long she hit me again so I tried to hit her but I'm never very quick and especially not when I'm tired and having an allergy attack. So then I was about to call one of my teachers an asshole but I stopped myself. But she told me to say it because she wanted to hit me. What the hell. So I told her she isn't allowed to hit me anymore when I curse and she said 'yes I am' and I was like no, if I say you're not then you're not. She's like I'll do it anyway. I was angry and I hope now she won't anymore.

I am tired of violent people who hit for fun as though they don't realize it hurts or that it isn't cute or funny.
I am tired of people who mock and complain about someone for something they did to me then turn around and do the exact same thing to me.
I am tired of people who don't listen to me when I'm trying to be serious. Then when I call them on it and say I am they say 'Well you're never serious how should I know?' Then when I try and be serious more often they treat me like a fricking time bomb and are all afraid of me.
I am tired in general so if you are any of the people listed above leave me alone for at least a week or stop doing what you're doing. Nobody likes it.

"And in her eyes, you see nothing, no sign of love behind the tears,
Cried for no one. A love that should have lasted years.
You want her, you need her, and yet you don't believe her,
When she says her love is dead, you think she needs you."

Been listening to the Beatles too much. I'm starting to learn the words and get what they say...Not a good sign...
So school begins again tomorrow. Not looking forward to it, but not dreading it either. That's progress isn't it?
I just hope I didn't have any homework...

Well, Spirit Week is over. Sadness...
I had the BEST time at the game last night! I threw an empty nacho container with quite a bit of cheese and a thing of garlic sauce over the top of the stands. Cheese flew everywhere it was great. Then more fun times. I met like fifty people there. Shannon got to hug a hobbit. She was so happy. We went to Lauren's to have a Degrassi party. They got me hooked in one episode. Now I have to get Digital Cable. I got maybe four hours bad sleep last night. Then I had to go home at like 7 in the morning cause of my evil allergies and asthma...I took a benadryl and slept til two. Though I did shower first.

Black and Gold Day!
Olivia and I made shirts. I was S. She was O. We were So. Fun, nya?
Then there was the pep rally. It sucked. Too sunny.
Add more about the game tomorrow.

Opposite Day!
Today was dress like a man day. Or if you're gothic dress preppy, preppy->gothic...you know the drill... I cross-dressed. Fun times...
Then it was bonfire night. Fun for about fifteen minutes...then it was not...mostly because the fire went out. I thought we could throw the annoying people on but...oh well...

Wacky-Tacky Day!
Today was fun. Lots of people dressed up. More than for pajama day. Odd, no?
I wore black pants with a red skort over them. Then I had a long-sleeved blue shirt with a navy blue tank-top over it. Over that I had a Seminoles Baseball Jersey. I had one green flip-flop and one white slip-on with a horrible striped sock under.
Then I had Anime Club after, because I'm just that cool. They showed the Yu Yu Hakusho movie. Bad movie, bad voices.
Happy Good Event of the Day: I got an 86 on a practice test that I thought I would fail in Chem. Now I have that to study for the real test tomorrow.

Twin Day!
Olivia and I were twins today. Nobody knew til we told them. Well, we were ironic twins. Our shirts were both long sleeved, Roxy, and had flowers on them(just cause they weren't the same color or...similar at all). We also had jeans and sneakers and clips!
One pair of twins at my school switched classes with each other. The teacher and half the class didn't even notice. I wonder if I would've if she hadn't told me...
I found out today that a guy I went to school with for seven years was arrested in June for Child Abuse and Sexual Battery. I laughed harder than I've laughed in months. Not because he did that to someone or I hate him. Whenever someone goes to prison I find it funny for some reason. I don't know why. It's not because he did that it's because...well I really don't know why...
Happy Good Thought of the Day: I really do wear smaller pants than her. I knew it!!

Pajama Day!
Today was pj's day! Fun fun fun! Lots and lots of people dressed up. What I can't understand is why people would ask me why my shirt is on inside out. Why else would I be wearing it inside out? Duh, there was 'offensive language' on it! Well I suppose they may not have known what the word was but the reason was fairly obvious.
I actually had homework in all my classes. Excuse me while I go have an embolism.....There.
Anyway.
I have a goal. Shocking isn't it? First my goal was to finish a fanfiction. Met that yesterday. Today my goal is to find a good one. If you know a good one please, be sure to let me know.
Happy Good Event of the Day: Really Annoying Guy in my Geometry class has the same pajamas as a gay guy I know. I don't know why that's happy...

Had people over. I hope they had fun. I can never tell when people are being honest or when they are simply trying to spare my feelings. That's one of the reasons I miss Britney. If she's not happy she'll tell you. Fuck sparing anything.
I hate when I call someone, they aren't home, and their parents ask me if I want to leave a message. No, obviously I don't want to or I'd say I did. Dumbasses.
Happy Good Thought of the Day: Billy Boyd is adorable.

Today was a happy day but not. I talked to my g-ma. I am going to fl for Thanksgiving. Me write new comic. Ham-Ham's on acid...
Listening to Launch Cast. Today all they've been playing are Bare Naked Ladies, Deftones, REM, Stone Temple Pilots, and Tobey Keith. I like all five but I don't need to only hear them for four hours.
I have all a's. Everyone hates me for it. I know plenty of people with all a's and no one hates them. Maybe they hate me for different reasons and are using my grades as an excuse, you think?
Me want talk on phone but no one wants talk to me on phone. Or no one but me is an eternal loser with nothing to do but bother other people on the phone.
Next Week is Spirit Week! M-PJ's T-Twins W-Tacky T-Crossdressing F-Spirity Goodness!
Happy Good Event of the Past Half Week: I tripped a really annoying guy.

Been a while. Not that you're all that disappointed. Read lots of fanfiction since Saturday. Do you read fanfiction? I read fanfiction. I think everyone should. But not everyone should write it. It doesn't matter how good an idea for a story you have, if you can't spell the characters' names then you have no business publishing what you write for the torture of true fans.
Also ask someone you know to proof-read. And not some fool like you who also uses the wrong your/you're or there/their/they're. If you are in high school and don't know the difference, I suggest you learn before entering college or writing your next essay. If you do it once in a while or even just write it wrong(once in a while) that's fine. But you should still have someone proof-read. Word may catch some spelling errors but it doesn't usually get grammar and it almost never catches your or their.
Happy Good Event of the Day: No homework for me!

If you have any mob connections please call me.
Day off of school!!! Happy Good Times yet Horrid Miserable ones at the same time. We got today off but now we don't get any days off in October. Personally I prefer planned holidays. That way I can make plans rather than sitting on my ass all day which can be amusing but I'm not really in the mood for.
I need to hire a fake hit-man on my downstairs neighbors. My one day off, my fucking one day off for like two months and those whores downstairs can't be a bit quieter? If I mentioned it to them they'd make the excuse that they have a child. That is bs! I have loaded four children in a car before that made less noise.
So they can shove it in their overlarge behinds.

It's wet. No I mean wet. No I mean, really really really really wet.
We got off two hours early. Those were some happy good times. Go to lunch. Skip fourth. Go home. Now I'm drinking Hi-C. Yum.
Somehow, in the very little(compared to usual)amount of time we were in Geometry, my teacher managed to split up every group in the room. Not only that! I can talk to people accross the room from me no problem but it's who she replaced the people around me with and who she didn't move. Remember taco-boy from french? Well guess who sits in front of me! His twin!
Not who you were expecting, nya?
Happy Good Event of the Day: It's cold enough to wear my penguin shirt!!

To Do List:
-Go to Church next time I see my g-parents
-Only watch two television shows a day next week
-Find my lost Advair
-Finish Writing something...anything...
96 on Geometry Test 3...
Happy Good Thought of the Day:Prayer is good

Damn the fruity king. Damn him to the home for infinite losers. I watched. I recorded. And what do I get? Twenty-Eight minutes of the fruity father-son duo and two seconds of the dude with the sword. I ask you, how is that fair?
I talked to my mommy last night. Now that is happy good times.
I'm making my game for my site thing. It is titled 'Comme Vous Allez Mourir?', literally translated "How is it that you are going to die?", the more favorable translation is "How shall you die?" Be happy game. Well not for the guy that keeps dieing...
Happy Good Event of the Day:The Sheep washed off! Crayola markers and my feet don't seem to aggree so I am very happy!

Me miss my mums. I have a headache. I miss my mommy saying, "I'm sorry, baby" and suggesting some remedy besides meds. Mommy no call for while. Me too scared to call and incur the wrath of those not named here. Me be very sad and almost cry.
Today I got sheep drawn on my feet and a 94 on my chem test. Also had french club. Boring.

Momma always said, "Only boring people get bored." Well, omigosh do I pity anyone who spends more than five minutes with me.
I am always bored. Even if I'm not I say I am. I have no idea why.
I miss my mommy. I almost cried while watching Inuyasha the other night because Kagome and her mom had a happy time mother-daughter sharing session. One of the things I miss so much. That's the only thing that sucks about divorce. When they live in the same city they end up talking and are annoying, when they aren't I don't live in the same city with one. Other than that divorce was the best thing to happen to my family since I was born.
Olivia came over friday. Sad to admit she was the first friend to spend the night at my house since I was in the seventh grade. (That's almost three years ago, birdbrain.) Not that I never went to anyone's house, it's just they never came over to my house. We went to the football game. Does anyone want to tell me how our football team can beat the number one team and then lose to a bad one?
I read a book my friend, Katie, is writing. Not bad at all. Would make a terrific anime series.
I have talked on the phone to four, count 'em four, people all weekend. My stepmother, my grandmother, Britney, and Lauren M. I hate that. It makes me sound less than antisocial because half of those people are related to me.
I also am doing my laundry. If you're noticing a pattern you aren't crazy, I do my laundry Wednesday, Sunday and any other day I need to.
Oh you know that you needed to know that.

Did you know that if you turn on the microwave and there's nothing inside then it will cook itself...

I certainly didn't until tonight when I melted the microwave door. Now we don't have a microwave...not a fun thing, really.

Well back to school with me...I definetly failed my french test, or worse yet got a b...No no I'm sure I didn't...Mrs.Wilson is awfully nice to me in grading...We get a seating chart tomorrow and Mrs.Wilson says she's shafting smelly and the jackass to the other side of the room from me...isn't she the best? Anyway...I'm reading Dante's Inferno...not that hard to read but disgusting nonetheless.
Does anyone else remember the ninja turtles? or power rangers? or hot wheels and mini barbies from McDonalds? I miss those...oh wait I still have mine...well I never had any power rangers but all the rest I did...I had really boyish toys and yet I had barbies and polly pockets...I also had batman action figures but not nearly as many as my sister...

Well I had yet another boring day yesterday. I sat around, looked for pictures for my door and annoyed Ariane. She didn't say I annoyed her but I annoyed myself so I'm thinking it must not have been all that fabulous for her either...Discovered something old the other day. Launchcast Radio on Yahoo! You can pick some artists and they'll play you some songs by them....That's only if you're a Yahoo member though. If you aren't you can pick a genre and they'll play songs....Try it out...I knew it existed because my friend Brittany and Will showed me last year in elpsa, but I figure this is a nicer way to listen to music without paying...It's a radio only, online!
I'm like an advertiser or something...yesterday it's Google, today Yahoo....Jeepers!

Goodness I thought Blogger had been shut down...
I am bored. Bored beyond belief. I finally found something to do and what happens? It breaks...how mean is that?
I spent most of the morning looking for pictures for the back of my closet door then taping them up...not like pictures as in photos but pictures off of the internet...
If you know any good sites tell me. I think I've exhausted Google Image Search(which is kickass btw)....

Nasty boys who smell like rotten tacos should be shafted to the other side of the class room....
Or at least hosed down with perfumed soap...
My friends had better tell me when I smell or be punished by...well me smelling...
Anyway, today was productive. I got 104 on my chem test thanks to a very good memory and overkill studying...Geometry was alright, same as usual I guess...Drama sucked as much if not more than usual though I do get to play a stoned-sounding dragon on mon/tues...french sucked more than usual because Josh decided he needed to replace the suspended Jerry in being a total jackass so we had to hand in our tests half finished and didn't get to make these yummy french things called(I'm guessing on spelling here)benyays...Then the unfortunate event of my sinuses being cleared happened in fourth and I smelled the horrid mix of stale corn chips and turkey pot pie from the boy in front of me...the bus was rather uneventful except that I decided to stop complaining about walking...it's really not that far...I tend to overdramatise because I'm bored when I'm walking...

Nasty rainy days always wash the pain away...though they never can get that marker off of my hand...

As boring as people say school is, what they fail to specify is that the teacher's lecture are usually boring but something weird/exciting/happy/infuriating always happens. To me anyway. For example, in Chem I forgot we had a lab so I wore my open toed shoes as always...Well in Geom I realized my mistake and checked out my friend Lauren's shoes. Salvation! Hers were closed. She graciously/generously agreed to switch with me for second. Unfortunatly we missed each other afterwards so I was stuck with cute, but horribly unmatching shoes. Don't get me wrong they did match each other, but I was wearing light green and a light denim skirt and they were black, grey, and red. Finally we switched back then I stayed after to help hang posters. Second day in a row I've been able to avoid the bus...

"Life isn't like a box of chocolates...it's more like a jar of jalapenos. What you do today might burn your ass tomorrow"

Well it turns out I was so sick I had to stay home from school. Then I missed friday to go to Savannah a day early. I spent a five day weekend there. Then I came back and went to school yesterday...it sucked...I missed two days of Geometry and had a test today. I missed two days of Chemistry and had to present my project when I least expected. Drama didn't much matter, I was glad I missed it based on what I heard...though I would've like to witness that annoying girl get ISS... French 2 I am still behind because of the whole 'I didn't have half of it' thing.
So today I stayed up til one in the morning almost, watching some dumbass show then I had to wake up half an hour earlier and go in for math help, then she wasn't even there...i had a test I wasn't prepared for...I then spent one of the dullest second periods I've ever had with the exception of the days we were learning the six basic concepts of democracy in gov...Drama was....drama...then I had french which was surprisingly more fun than usual owing to the fact that the Class Jackass was suspended...then I had to stay after and take a test and then I came home and did homework...I still have makeup work but I am far too lazy to do it tonight...
Oh you know you are jealous of my week...

A very full half a week. School...school...and oh wait, more school. To top off my chemistry test today, I had an allergies attack during third and have been miserable all day. I cannot do my french 2 work. I only had half of french 1 and she expects me to know this junk? Please.
I hate when people say they're sick when you're sick to steal your sympathy. It's just mean.
Forgive any spelling or grammar errors...it's late and im tired and sick...why don't I go to bed then you ask? I'll tell you. Wednesday is laundry day and my pants were dirty and are not yet dry...

Cough, Sneeze...I need a tissue...

To continue my rant about buses.
Almost everyday after school I get dropped off at the top of my street and am forced to walk eight blocks uphill at the end of a long school day with a heavy bookbag(at least until my dad calls the old guy). I ask you, how is this fair? It really makes me question slightly why I even ride the bus. They take me only so far? What kind of system is that? I'm not saying I want to walk what would be a four hour walk everyday but for the love of someone, why?
Plus buses smell.

Today was another full day. I sat. I made eggs. I finished my cube for chem. Can't you just hear the christmas carol?

"Circle's an eye ball,
Circles are pretty...
A tasty wonderful,
Just like black grapies..."

Today was such an exciting day. I sat. I worked. AND!...I went to the grocery store...You know you're jealous of my busy schedule. My 'work' was a chem project I am not finished with but am sick of so will finish tomorrow.
Yesterday I actually did something...Well first I went to school early and got tutoring in geometry(shut up, I know I'm a sophmore and I'm in geometry, but it is honors). Then I went to my last homeroom which is a relief or I'd still have to like run through the crowd to not be late. Geometry was boring as hell. I did read the Inferno which makes that sentence a pun. Chemistry actually went by quickly which sucks because it was fun baking day...it looked really gross though. So then in drama we had our fake party. We SAID it was for our teacher because she's getting married but we really just wanted to have a party. Then like ten people sat on the couch and the bottom fell out...oops... French 2 was a drag, we had a test and I definetly didn't remember what I studied.
After school I rode the bus which I hate because when it bounces, I bounce and it hurts. Then when it stops I actually am the only one on the bus thrown forward. My friend Lauren came home with me and we watched the Bebop movie which is where the above song comes from...then I made this journal then I fell asleep...